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JANE: I just said I don't really want to speak ill of the dead...

JANE: I think I can do that...

JANE: You've met her well enough now, right?

JANE: I realize now, with maturity, I had such a crush on her...

JANE: I'm so terrible at realizing it. When you're excited to see messages from her, when you're spending all night talking about nothing from the warm enclosure of your blankets...

JANE: That's what that is, right?

JANE: I thought I had such good friends, and it's only now that I do... back then I had two doomed crushes and the person they were both crushing on, and I was lying to myself if I thought it could have been anything else.

JANE: Not that it could go anywhere now, I'd... rather be up here with you.

JANE: But at the same time, I miss her. She's right there, but I miss her.

JANE: My Roxy, I mean.

JANE: ... It feels like the universe is playing softball with me.

JANE: The gloves are on, the punches pulled...

JANE: I did something horrible, and everyone moves on like it doesn't matter because there's a new one!

JANE: It's like a prank.

JANE: I want her in my life, and she wants me in hers, but she doesn't fit into it the same way anymore...

JANE: I suppose it could be poetic?

JANE: No, instead I think it is just sad.

JANE: I guess that includes me, hoo hoo. :B

JANE: I respect this new Roxy, of course I do, but I want her to fill the same role my old Roxy did.

JANE: But she can't.

JANE: ALWAYS with the nuances!!! Particularity, specificity of language, PHOOEY.

JANE: I was always worried about ruining our friendship.

JANE: Now it's been ruined for me, and I didn't even get a chance to do it myself.

JANE: Oh, I would never stop you.

JANE: Thank you.

JANE: You remembered that...? Jeez... that's really sweet.

JANE: But also... that's a song from an album my Roxy sent me.

JANE: I wasn't sure how to take it in the moment, I'm still not sure now.

JANE: *Sigh!* I don't know how consoling it will be, but I'm glad this Roxy exists.

JANE: We still talk, we still send each other cat pictures with goofy captions.

JANE: She sent me one of a cat with its face stuck in some kind of hole, with its tail sticking out above it like an anglerfish... very goofy.

JANE: We still have things to say to each other, we still have fun.

JANE: Whatever more we could have had, though, it was definitely gone when I tried to get through to you instead of flocking towards Rose.

JANE: ...

JANE: Can I ask you a question about Vriska now? It's all getting to be a bit much.