ROXY: hey! whats up
JADE: not much. um. i was kinda just chilling.
ROXY: yea i kno its just like
ROXY: u were so happy to have won and then just left yknow
JADE: well yeah i mean.
JADE: i dunno im just.
JADE: idk i dont want to say sad bc im not sad!
JADE: im overjoyed, even
ROXY: i can tell
JADE: i mean, i wasnt LYING when i was so excited to be
JADE: but its like...
JADE: do you ever realize youve been smiling only because you feel the motion your face makes when you stop
JADE: no man is an island and all that.
